Total Blow

Why those who ate Little g0t even lesser at the last bite?

While those who ate More got the bigger piece?


DaMn~~
Fire spread furiously within me
I could not even want to water it 0ff, and it g0t even furious-er...

At times, people becomes insane, yesterday. i g0t insane myself !

So mad, mad, mad! ! !

Urghhhh~ my Blood got steamed and boiled, it almost burst my heads out, and luckily it didnt! Sorry for being so impatient, but i have my reason! please be fair, i'm try not to glump down too much of f00d, and yet i'm given more, that is what i angry of! let them eat! cant they eat? why must i? dont treat him as a missy! Such a shame..

My mood totally g0t so bad until i cant study anymore, g0t so tired after that, where my energy totally wiped off.. hurg!

2nD day of Dazzed...

We, littles, but grown up starts the sounds of home alone-ing... ...

"c00chhook..bbrrruussttt..P0Ng!!! !!! !!!GGGrrrrreeeerrrrchhgggg..~~~"

the sounds goes on!

(so clumsy la me)

I'm juicing!
Checking what IN and Outs of the fridge... and those is what i found!
Baby Carrots, Tomatoes, Celery which not to my liking..(bleaark~), and Green Grape!

The ingredients--mostly vege

Baby Carrots : Sweeter than the big oneS...

Celery : Duhhh.. eat it raw-doesn't Taste nice for me... so blend it, so the taste could be masked. It also very nutritious!

Tomatoes : gives the reddish colour to the drink, as well as for our complexion>>>ANTIOXIDANTS!!!

Green Grape : Gives a boost of sweetness, vit -C! ( so, NO need to add Sugar-FAT FACTOR )

Here comes the blending, not juicing coz i'm using the Blender, not Juicer...

But however still, i got the Juices~~ haah!

Little bit watery i guess coz i added too muc of the water.. coz there is so little juice >.<

But it's okay~~~i'll try better next time... ... (Trying again today o.0)

Then, the vege pulps, the leftover from juicing:

Hmmm... i was thinking and surfing the net, thinking hard what could i do with it? Its a source of fiber too! What a waste if i just throw it away! (fiber help digestion and bowels)

The inf0 i g0t from the net was, hmm, used it on another dish, which i dont want to c00k another dish! unless i have the time! I may try it some other time though^^

So, i added honey to it and freezed it. ( half hour later.. i took it out impatiently, tasting it ) its like IceBlend with Healthy Flavor! ( what a nice snacking during h0t weather ) Besides, i tooks some out for mixing with boiling rice, the outcome was having a pretty looking rice (imagine having some orange colour on your bowl of rice~) The rice was g00d, but my rice cooker was a messed, coz the pulps went boiled all over, and i gotta clean it -.<

So tips: only put those pulps when the rice is almost ready, so the vege pulps will not dance all over..Besides, those pulp can be eaten rawly, so it does not matter whether it cooked or not...

Try it OUt, and dont hesitate to share feedbacks or any other easy cooking tips here!~~~

Gotta catch back up on my studies!!! cant bear the stress laa wei~~~ i'm Very dont
LIKE !!!

Seize the Opportunity

Second post in a row...
Well, hehe, it could be said to 'replaced' the missing posts when i'm away from here..

"People guess, people grudge, people grumbble"

Hmmm... ... ...

Complicated i guess.. Guessing game is never been easier.. Emotional get involved and affects own feelings..while Outright is never also been simpler..It takes courages!

So, which to choose?

I've seen people taking courages, and failures could just met up with them, how hurtful and discouraging and somewhat scracthing each others feeling and ended up loosing faith and trust..

While Guessing is just the opposite, but the impact would doubled on one side and making things unclear and is long term..

i know this would not be easily gotten over or rather ever-solved... i guess is NEVER though... I could do nothing about it, say nothing about it, nor think anything about it, although i'm one of the stakeholders here.. I 'll just be the passive stakeholder..

Yea, passive stakeholders as i in these situation is not directly involved in any of the matters, but rather being affected by it...Mentally affected... ... ...and mostly cover by fear, then when fear overcomed, stress comes by, then lastly, anger~

000ooooo.. How annoying is that!

"I knew these would never be Over"

Long Swept baCk

10 Nov 2009 (in my time)



Exactly half a year since my last post...
Yup, long huh~

No choice, no perfect opportunity for me to express here,
Unlike now, i'm alone at home, ignoring the text i had opened since morning but have not read a page... seldom that i had the chance to be home alone, at least for few hours though, so i decide to hooked up to fb, then here...

Flashing back the half years back, not really g00d, there is moments that i beared it through.
But, currently healthy, but not really mentally fit for the coming ACCA exam...

" STRESS-ssss MAaaa "

Hurghhh, internal sucks,now this..
gotta bear with this, time is not allowing me to grumbble further...

Everything passed so fast, my September gone~~~with little
memory.. i already COPE with it, glad that i over THAT..and already becomes a Fact... only i know..details in my personal diary, the paper i used was not in sequence.. >.<

God Bless the 3 drown UTAR's students,
so sadden by the news, dunno why,i just feel so sad..People juz gone like that,
which mins before, they was living in presence of others, and mins later, they
varnish and leaving the bits of theirs, the things they normally occupied

Left Untouched...

Hmm.. for now, i was wondering when i
will be back, hopefully often... hoping

i could owned my own laptop, and so, its personal~~

Chao!

Thank you very much.. my friend~~

As always, i'm down with comments, more comments

As always, i wanted someone to share with

today, i found...

thank you very much

its so nice to talk to you

i hope my secret will be kept with you too okay???

Besides, i found somebody

which considered herself

' thinking too much'??

Hmmm...

I wished i could help you in your problem too

I'll very happy to help you

But, i still blurr on your case though :P

Anyway, i would like to be someone who could

help to figure out or rather pull you out from the misery

As always, i see you as a cheerful person

but, i noticed

you are not that happy after all =====just like me

hope you can share more and voice it out

it feel better, really

Thanks~~

i'm tangible with shadow

Listening to the music of Yiruma
Holding the b00k of Professional Accountant
I think my mind was more towards the music
Forgive me for that

I want to express something
But you know
sometimes it just dont have the words to describe
but it tempted me to write something here

Mild hatred, dissactisfactory...
I want to complaint too...
Why it must be that way??
I rather not be there
I would not treat people this way!
I swear to my heart, coz i never like that feeling
It would be awkward to let that happen..( for me)

Trying not to feel bad about it
but its just way too awkward..
But at last, i'm just okay with it
coz i'm so ... ...
so ... ... ...

not strong enough!

i'm tangible okay....

Lend me a hand, if you are kind enough...

I'm going through risky path

which i doubt my success rate

I'm helpless towards myself

I burying myself beneath the ground,

i try to stand on the mudding path

but i cant help it

i drowning myself

I have no urge to carry myself

i want to cry...

Today, my presentation just on the easy topic

of Portal...

I cant...

I cant explain...

eventhough i knew it..

Pull me out..

Pull me..

想要的幻想

可能是个错觉

但我希望

是我的快乐目标之一

Let life goes its way

i wouldnt want to trap my life inside me

eventhough how bad i feel

Care would sometimes be Scare

I dont want to sail through the same old river

in which, maybe to deep

which i think i shouldn't even think of

knowing the bottom of it

让生活慢慢地在原地寻找

它认为它应该觉得舒服的那一点

想太周到

也许太不知量力

That why,

i think life will be happier

after what i have notice

Happy that i finally knew

the nature of life

Bottled up would have been Better

HOw many times i told myself

How many times i Fall

I still made believe that its over

I shouldn't have...

1St time wasn't that bad after all

Today,22 Apr 2009...

The day i took my resit paper

ABMF4145 Financial Management

I felt not bad after all...hehe

This is how it works....

Resiting a failed paper is just another try for us to strive better

it even allow us to get to know the root of this thingy

Time is the utmost thing here...

It allows us to do this...

and you know what

THIS IS WHAT THE REMEDIAL OF ALL!!!

Study is just TIME!!!

and, since a week before my exam, my parents went outstation...

as usual, i was glue to the desktop from time time

so ....

i did not able to read my study text!!!!

OMG!!!

dO YOU believe what i just said?!?!

Hmmm.... Hell NO!!!

Pressure is on me, man~~

How could i do that right???

I did read my study text according to my plan

at the same time, i'm having fun with gaming!!

Let me thank the new game in Facebook for it's contribution

"RESTAURANT CITY"

Wuahahaha...

Its addictive!!!

And i have to monitored it from time to time..

So can you imagine?

I make my eyes read the study text

and the another second my eyes was so glue to the game,

and I had to forced myself back to the book

But i found it was indeed collaborating!

i indeed had an enjoyable stuydying

but had a mental torture on gaming...

(as i said i need to force myself to get back to study:P)

So it's all about:

Facebook vs. Face-ING book

miSSING my W0rKIng L!fe

This is my 2nd day staying at home

after resigning from work(practical training)
And still i still misses my working life

where i have to wake up at 5.20a.m
and then stand at the front of the train,

experiencing the view and the railway path
Woot! it's so ghost movie's ride

when the train travels through underground..
Each time,

i try to remember the sequence of the stations...

(hehe.. just being bored)
And each time,

my ears are occupied for my musics and tunes!

"Thinking back there in the train one morning
While i was standing next to the d00r,
Smells of a refreshing chewing gum** "

i dont even know how it look like...
coz i dont dare to look up!
Well.. its my own fault!>,<

Hmmm.. no more for now!

Study text and notes is my accompany!

and i just cant stop touching the computer!

Anyone?! Hit ME!

OUCHHH..mental disturbance

Telling myself to get started to study!

Yes.. yes.. yessss... i'm g0in to... hmmmm~~~~

okaY!

I'm g0in off now!!

buhBye...

Those were the days...

Sad things & moments

where my results released

I failed one paper..

Really heart breaking!

but those were the days..

i took some time to accept the fact

even have the ‘冲动’to appeal for it..

So, let it be...

things will be fine..

It just i have to face it...

Haizzz

Still envying those who still can continue working

Learn things... and social-ing

that's nice

My collegues and my manager treat me on my last day

we went for claypot chicken rice..

so YUMMY!

my last day just so无聊

nothing to do... just clearing queries and

tearing paper!

that is for the audit schedule purposes...

so so bored!

but.. i will remember their teaching...

thanks a lot seniors and my manager!

Thses coming 2 weeks, i have to study for my resit papaer already

Try my best to get the better grade !!

Gambateh!!

Long last--- my practical training

HuHu~~~

Coming monday is a holiday!!!

so glad that there is a holiday for me though...

I'm tired out of working..

I have been working for a month already,

and now i'm adapting pretty well

on what is needed to do,

what procedures to follow and so on...

The task wasn't that tough,

it just i can feel 'pressure' is there.

People...

each people is just so unique

i just can't understand them all.

And so, i just miss my friends back there in college.

bY the way, practical training can be said useful,

a beginning is essential for us to moves forward.

There must be a kickstart before we climb.

From what i get within a month is that,

I experienced pReSSure, c0mmuniCiati0n,

Aud!t!ng, and realized ReSt is essential for working people.

At times, i'm really very tired.. and luckily i get myself a sit in the train each morning

so that i g0t to have a nap along the way!

0therwise, i will choose to stand at times coz its just so so boring sitting there..

at least i can opt to observe people><>

While at office, especially after lunch hour,

my eyes g0es booboo, and of coz i wanted to have music in my ears!

but i afraid i can't! or maybe not allowed to...

But anyway, i tried ><>

No more sleepy after that@@

my brain refresh once again...

The P0wer of Music and Lyrics and Tunes

Laaa... Laaa... Laaa~~~~

Humming while working...

I wonder ~~~

How can i live without my mp4

Awh~~~~ no i cant!!

Working life VS College life

What is difference here is...

Exams VS bOsses

(this is what my opinion la...)

When we were studying, we focus on our syllabus

worrying on our examinations and RESULT!

When we were working, we are assigned to our own job

and that is where we learn.. by ourself, and by taking initiative to ASK...

In whatever we do, it involves

ART OF LEARNING,

That's what all about in life!!

W000000000000hhh~~~

Terribly w0rried and scared!!!

My result is releasing in 2 days time..

i'm totally hope for passes...pray hard!

hope i can sail through!

Will i???

So, i'm g0in to enj0y before ....

anything... that not so... my preference ><

urghhhhh.. hate to mention.. but g0t to mention..

There's no escaping!!

G luck to all my frens and mates too^^

Chiang -chiang -chiang

Chiang- chiang- chiang

bad days please make your way!!!

I wanna make a brand new starting for this year!!

My blog page been frozen for some times now,

and it's gonna be longer...

I'm gonna start work(practical training) on next tuesday :X

hope everything turn out pretty well.

So, it will be hard for me to be present here..

and only if i have the time though...

and my energy allows me... :p

Well, it seems really long time i didnt touch my blog..

Please accept my explanation for this,

first of all, i'm totally sad..

Secondly, REALLY busy preparing for my exams in Jan towards Feb

and finally, CNY preparations!!

& all the stuff that keep on bothering me until now..

where i'm a little free that i can say.. hehe

but going to be quite busy soon...

Think bout my horrfying exam,

just a few words i can describe

Uncertain, Worrying

I'm totally hope for the best for it

god god god

please do help me this time

~~~PASS PASS PASS~~~

is that all i wanted!!!

although chances were not high,

hope 'FAIL' is not the word i will see in my result!