tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44631658839293378122024-03-08T09:18:43.915-08:00Pamela's Innerself VoiceOut C0rnerFeel at ease t0 v0ice0ut y0ur c0mment t00Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.comBlogger53125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-18041186740428493572010-08-10T09:10:00.000-07:002010-08-10T09:10:22.918-07:00Heart felt<span style="color: #f1c232;">When people gets an upper hand, </span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">they forget who they initially are,</span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">focusing to get higher and higher,</span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">neglecting the ground below them.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #f1c232;">There, the revolution starts,</span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">going agaist the forces, </span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">balancing against relationships,</span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">it may pleased one party, and </span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">on the other hand, hurts the opposite.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #f1c232;">It just take a courtesy to consider people's feeling.</span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">Or is it, taking people's feeling for granted, </span><br />
<span style="color: #f1c232;">to redeem your needs, achievements & status?</span>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-46653971363276044472010-06-23T02:56:00.000-07:002010-06-23T03:02:44.530-07:00<span style="color: #a64d79;">在此,很无助。</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">以前以为自己很渺小的时候确是值得潇洒的一面。</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">然而,此刻,希望着,或许是可望着,</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">自己是潇洒的一个,很可悲的却是渺小的。</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">以为可以抬头,携带着自尊心, </span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">信心的心态去面对充满挑战性的现实,却被潇洒的一族霸占了。</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">只好眼睁睁地,甚至充满羡慕与渴望地仰慕他人。</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">一心一意希望自己可以摆脱有心无力的状态,</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">踏近那潇洒的一族。</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">愿我早日找到合适的工作吧!</span>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-86657529952109742142010-06-08T23:40:00.000-07:002010-06-08T23:46:52.169-07:00The day before P4 examination!<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><em>~~~~~~~ohh ohh ohh!!!~~~~~~~~</em></span><br />
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<span style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #8e7cc3;">i'm</span><span style="color: #f1c232;"> super</span><span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: #e69138;"><span style="color: orange;">duper</span> </span></span><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: x-large;">tripled</span> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">scared</span></span><span style="color: #8e7cc3;"> nervous and worried on how am i going through</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the 3 hours and 15mins reading time in the college hall tomorrow, with just my brain and my heart doing the signalling to my hands, and my eyes, fingers in order to produce a or probably few books of answers to the question that my eyes sees and my brain analyses..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I 'm stressed out!!! What if , what if... ...</span><br />
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ergh!!! I gotta go back to my exam kits for more preparation!</span>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-68055568004576750632010-05-30T21:33:00.000-07:002010-05-30T21:36:40.885-07:00What Would u Do?<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I know is not fair to hang that in the air..</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Why not just remain??</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I'm insecure, i'm afraid of receiving..</span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I have to admit, i;m not ready..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">But, however, </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I love to keep the friendship~</span>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-85104478264805969232010-03-18T00:13:00.001-07:002010-03-18T00:13:06.441-07:00Having lunch, having break! but No KitKat<div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S6HSgNqfu9I/AAAAAAAAARg/E-Mj1FTSPPM/s1600-h/image-upload-4-784159.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S6HSgNqfu9I/AAAAAAAAARg/E-Mj1FTSPPM/s320/image-upload-4-784159.jpg"/></a><br/><span>What we do in college.. discuss assignments, lunch, later class... but here we slots in playful snaps... This shot was taken blurry cause they had a big respond when seeing i was taking the snap!!! so, readers, my friends who know them, please figure out why is the respond for? hm@@ </span></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-45547630059255737592010-03-13T00:35:00.003-08:002010-03-14T04:12:10.673-07:00Yesterday Memories...<div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S5tOWFpB4VI/AAAAAAAAARY/NKI8HlXWJqM/s320/image-upload-5-735905.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: small;">Hey, this picture was captured the best among all the attempts of targeting the best shots, having all of us gives our best smiles... ... </span></div><blockquote xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #e69138;">Who has the best smile? hahaha...</span> </span></div></blockquote></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: small;">as i intended, take more pictures.. writing more stories, and gather more memories.. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: small;">and i'm enjoying the things this... at least for now... </span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;"></span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><blockquote>Nothing to do, here in library taking a break before another class starts, i capture another photo directly from facebook account! </blockquote></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79;">There... photo published by PW, let me write the details about it!! </span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79;">The secret is that i secretly had this outing with them! </span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><strong><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: x-large;">oh SHHH!!!</span></strong> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="color: #a64d79;">while waiting another 2 guests to arrive, camwhore activity came around.. </span></div><span style="color: #a64d79;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="font-size: x-small;">* successfully hiding yanZ pimples and having all in the pictures* hahahaha^^ </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: x-small;"></span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></div><div style="text-align: center;" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></div><blockquote>The only thing that really restrain me is MONEY!!! But there is sacrifices and benefits we will get in everything we do right? My AFM revision class going start soon.. i'm ready to chau! bye!</blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-13657361601767681312010-03-11T19:09:00.001-08:002010-03-11T19:09:58.226-08:00testing testing<div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S5mwhNFQINI/AAAAAAAAARI/jWDGTbE20XI/s1600-h/image-upload-6-796816.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S5mwhNFQINI/AAAAAAAAARI/jWDGTbE20XI/s320/image-upload-6-796816.jpg"/></a><br/><span>just trying whether is it successfully been merged... ignore this post if u would..</span></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-57137577902428250532010-02-28T23:18:00.001-08:002010-03-11T19:07:58.937-08:00Browsing through the shelf..<div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S5mwDHSKs9I/AAAAAAAAARA/rgFyl1ly6cQ/s1600-h/image-upload-2-701403.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/S5mwDHSKs9I/AAAAAAAAARA/rgFyl1ly6cQ/s320/image-upload-2-701403.jpg"/></a><br/><span> After attended a modern teachings about Buddha Reincarnation, me and my family headed to The Curve for a window shopping.. weather was hot and humid.. shopping malls was the only place that we like to enjoy.. As i currently going through money shrinking period, i had nothing that i would like to search for.. So, headed to Popular with my intention to look as much magazine as i could! haha.. that eventually running out of magazine for me.. So, at tis moment, i was being thoughtfull about my AFM tutorials, nothing much i could do, so i headed finance section jux to had i glance on any books that MIGHT impress me little and would perks me up! so i found this Merger and Acquisitions that ans my ques at last!</span></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-76329714213532533142010-02-21T09:42:00.000-08:002010-02-21T09:49:00.556-08:00CrossOver<div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">hope i can... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">as what i wrote in the title </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">to <span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">just cross</span> the bAR..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">I know it would be imPossible, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">which i so much hope that it could be <span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffcc00;">Possible</span>..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;"><blockquote><span style="color:#663366;"></span></blockquote>Lets hope GOD heard my prayers..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">And so goes to all my friends </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#663366;">who also will be getting their ACCA result too... </span></div><blockquote><p align="center"><br /><span style="color:#663366;">So....<span style="font-size:130%;"> FINGER CROSS<span style="color:#ff6600;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">"X"</span></p></blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-32335157623869689662009-11-17T00:59:00.000-08:002009-11-17T01:16:14.593-08:00Total Blow<div align="left"><span style="color:#990000;">Why those who ate Little g0t even lesser at the last bite?</span></div><span style="color:#990000;">While those who ate More got the bigger piece?<br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#990000;">DaMn~~</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">Fire spread furiously within me</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">I could not even want to water it 0ff, and it g0t even furious-er...</span><br /><blockquote><p><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="font-size:180%;">At times, people becomes insane, yesterday. i g0t insane myself ! </p><blockquote></blockquote><p></span>So mad, mad, mad! ! !</span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#990000;">Urghhhh~ my Blood got steamed and boiled, it almost burst my heads out, and luckily it didnt! Sorry for being so impatient, but i have my reason! please be fair, i'm try not to glump down too much of f00d, and yet i'm given more, that is what i angry of! let them eat! cant they eat? why must i? </span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">dont treat him as a missy! Such a shame..</span></p><blockquote><span style="color:#990000;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><span style="color:#990000;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><span style="color:#990000;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><p><span style="color:#990000;">My mood totally g0t so bad until i cant study anymore, g0t so tired after that, where my energy totally wiped off.. hurg! </span></p></blockquote></blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-63913807355157243832009-11-10T19:52:00.000-08:002009-11-14T07:57:03.428-08:002nD day of Dazzed...<span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">We, littles, but grown up starts the sounds of home alone-ing... ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><blockquote><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">"c00chhook..bbrrruussttt..P0Ng!!! !!! !!!GGGrrrrreeeerrrrchhgggg..~~~"</span></em></span></div><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">the sounds goes on!</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3366ff;">(so clumsy la me)</span></p></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s1600-h/celery.jpg"><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s1600-h/celery.jpg"></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s1600-h/celery.jpg"></a><br /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45iMcfxI/AAAAAAAAAQs/Mp5lyp7nI7U/s1600-h/carrots_baby.jpg"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><img style="WIDTH: 156px; HEIGHT: 209px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402693264067034898" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45iMcfxI/AAAAAAAAAQs/Mp5lyp7nI7U/s320/carrots_baby.jpg" /></span></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo459ZZGRI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/ZUqpsRASdMU/s1600-h/tomatoes%2520image.jpg"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><img style="WIDTH: 169px; HEIGHT: 211px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402693271369095442" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo459ZZGRI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/ZUqpsRASdMU/s320/tomatoes%2520image.jpg" /></span></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s1600-h/celery.jpg"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><img style="WIDTH: 158px; HEIGHT: 213px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402693256201256114" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s320/celery.jpg" /></span></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45T0fGGI/AAAAAAAAAQk/Ctnzi5OQibo/s1600-h/grapes.bmp"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><img style="WIDTH: 156px; HEIGHT: 216px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402693260208445538" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45T0fGGI/AAAAAAAAAQk/Ctnzi5OQibo/s320/grapes.bmp" /></span></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svo45E5GPLI/AAAAAAAAAQc/x84FCiTWSYU/s1600-h/celery.jpg"><br /></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I'm juicing!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Checking what IN and Outs of the fridge... and those is what i found!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Baby Carrots, Tomatoes, Celery which not to my liking..(bleaark~), and Green Grape!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote>The ingredients--<em><span style="font-size:85%;">mostly vege</span></em></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#ff9900;"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></span></blockquote><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">Baby Carrots</span></strong> : Sweeter than the big oneS</span>...</span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><blockquote><span style="color:#66ff99;"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></span></strong></span></blockquote>Celery</span> </span></strong>:<span style="font-size:85%;"> Duhhh.. eat it raw-doesn't Taste nice for me... so blend it, so the taste could be masked. It also very nutritious!</span></span></div><span style="color:#33ff33;"><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">Tomatoes </span></strong>: gives the reddish colour to the drink, as well as for our complexion>>>ANTIOXIDANTS!!!</span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><blockquote><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></blockquote>Green Grape</span></strong> : Gives a boost of sweetness, vit -C! ( so, NO need to add Sugar-<span style="font-size:78%;"><strong>FAT FACTOR</strong> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">)</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></p></blockquote><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></p></blockquote></span><div align="center"><br /></div><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></p></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><div align="left">Here comes the <span style="font-size:180%;">blending</span>, not <strong>juicing</strong> coz i'm using the Blender, not Juicer...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But however still, i got the Juices~~ haah!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Little bit watery i guess coz i added too muc of the water.. <span style="font-size:78%;">coz there is so little juice >.<</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But it's okay~~~i'll try better next time... ... </span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffccff;">(Trying again today o.0)</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><blockquote><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></blockquote>Then, the <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff9966;">vege pulps</span>, the leftover from juicing: <blockquote><p>Hmmm... i was thinking and surfing the net, thinking hard what could i do with it? Its a source of fiber too! What a waste if i just throw it away! <span style="font-size:85%;color:#339999;">(fiber help digestion and bowels)</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">The inf0 i g0t from the net was, hmm, used it on another dish, which i dont want to c00k another dish! unless i have the time! I may try it some other time though^^</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">So, i added <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc99;">honey</span> to it and freezed it. ( <span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffff33;">half hour later.. i took it out impatiently, tasting it </span>) its like IceBlend with Healthy Flavor! ( <span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffff99;">what a nice snacking during h0t weather</span> ) Besides, i tooks some out for mixing with boiling rice, the outcome was having a pretty looking rice <span style="color:#ffff99;">(imagine having some orange colour on your bowl of rice~) </span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">The rice was g00d, but my rice cooker was a messed, coz the pulps went boiled all over, and i gotta clean it -.<</span></span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;">So <span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>tips</strong></span>: only put those pulps when the rice is almost ready, so the vege pulps will not dance all over..Besides, those pulp can be eaten rawly, so it does not matter whether it cooked or not...</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc66;">Try it OUt, and dont hesitate to share feedbacks or any other easy cooking tips here!~~~</span></p><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;color:#339999;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;color:#339999;"></span></blockquote></blockquote></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><blockquote><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><blockquote><blockquote><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><blockquote><blockquote><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></blockquote></blockquote></span></blockquote></blockquote></span></blockquote></span></div><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;"><blockquote><span style="font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;"></span></span></blockquote><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff99ff;"></span>Gotta catch back up on my studies!!! cant bear the stress laa wei~~~ i'm<strong> <span style="font-size:180%;">V</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">ery dont<br />LIKE !!!</span></strong></span></span><br /><p></p><br /><p><br /><br /></p>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-44876792937815705152009-11-10T02:02:00.000-08:002009-11-10T02:19:45.880-08:00Seize the Opportunity<span style="color:#9999ff;">Second post in a row...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">Well, hehe, it could be said to 'replaced' the missing posts when i'm away from here..</span> <blockquote></blockquote><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"><br /></span><br /><blockquote><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">"People guess, people grudge, people grumbble"</span></div><blockquote><p><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">Hmmm... ... ...</span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">Complicated i guess.. Guessing game is never been easier.. Emotional get involved and affects own feelings..while Outright is never also been simpler..It takes courages!</span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">So, which to choose? </span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">I've seen people taking courages, and failures could just met up with them, how hurtful and discouraging and somewhat scracthing each others feeling and ended up loosing faith and trust..</span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">While Guessing is just the opposite, but the impact would doubled on one side and making things unclear and is long term.. </span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">i know this would not be easily gotten over or rather ever-solved... i guess is NEVER though... I could do nothing about it, say nothing about it, nor think anything about it, although i'm one of the stakeholders here.. I 'll just be the passive stakeholder..</span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">Yea, passive stakeholders as i in these situation is not directly involved in any of the matters, but rather being affected by it...Mentally affected... ... ...and mostly cover by fear, then when fear overcomed, stress comes by, then lastly, anger~</span></p><p><span style="color:#9999ff;">000ooooo.. How annoying is that! </span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">"I knew these would never be Over"</span></p></blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-23383321586348124682009-11-09T20:45:00.000-08:002009-11-09T21:44:40.739-08:00Long Swept baCk<span style="color:#ff6666;">10 Nov 2009 (in my </span><span style="color:#ff6666;">time)<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svj71KirhbI/AAAAAAAAAQM/AH42n9HWvvc/s1600-h/clock_ticking.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 243px; HEIGHT: 148px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402344643812361650" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svj71KirhbI/AAAAAAAAAQM/AH42n9HWvvc/s320/clock_ticking.jpg" /></a></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Exactly half a year since my last post...<br />Yup, long huh~<br /><br />No choice, no perfect opportunity for me to express here,<br />Unlike now, i'm alone at home, ignoring the text i had opened since morning but have not read a page... seldom that i had the chance to be home alone, at least for few hours though, so i decide to hooked up to fb, then here...<br /><br />Flashing back the half years back, not really g00d, there is moments that i beared it through.<br />But, currently healthy, but not really mentally fit for the coming ACCA exam...<br /></span><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;"><strong><em>" STRESS-ssss MAaaa "</em></strong></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><br /></div></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><blockquote><blockquote><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Hurghhh, internal sucks,now this..<br />gotta bear with this, time is not allowing me to grumbble further...</span></p></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </p><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Everything passed so fast, my September gone~~~with little<br />memory.. i already COPE with it, glad that i over THAT..and already becomes a Fact... only i know..details in my personal diary, the paper i used was not in sequence.. >.< </span></p></blockquote><br /></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><blockquote><blockquote><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></span> </p><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></span> </p><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">God Bless the 3 drown UTAR's students,<br />so sadden by the news, dunno why,i just feel so sad..People juz gone like that,<br />which mins before, they was living in presence of others, and mins later, they<br />varnish and leaving the bits of theirs, the things they normally occupied </span><br /></p><blockquote><p align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;"><em><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svj8gehqHiI/AAAAAAAAAQU/aQg-c7sQoQU/s1600-h/dirty-coffee-cup-left.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 102px; HEIGHT: 161px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402345387911159330" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/Svj8gehqHiI/AAAAAAAAAQU/aQg-c7sQoQU/s320/dirty-coffee-cup-left.jpg" /></a> Left Untouched...</em></span></p></blockquote><br /><br /><p align="left"></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></p><br /><br /><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Hmm.. for now, i was wondering when i<br />will be back, hopefully often... hoping </span></p><p align="left"></span><span style="color:#3366ff;">i could owned my own laptop, and so, its personal~~</span></p></blockquote></blockquote></blockquote><br /><br /><br /><blockquote><p align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Chao!</span></p></blockquote><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-37111516540607875892009-06-10T05:06:00.000-07:002009-06-10T05:18:53.619-07:00Thank you very much.. my friend~~<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">As always, i'm down with comments, more comments</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">As always, i wanted someone to share with</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">today, i found...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">thank you very much</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">its so nice to talk to you</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">i hope my secret will be kept with you too okay???</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;"><blockquote><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;"></span></blockquote>Besides, i found somebody</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">which considered herself </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#663366;"><em>' thinking too much'??</em></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">Hmmm...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">I wished i could help you in your problem too</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">I'll very happy to help you</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">But, i still blurr on your case though :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">Anyway, i would like to be someone who could</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">help to figure out or rather pull you out from the misery</span> <blockquote><blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;"></span></blockquote><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">As always, i see you as a cheerful person</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">but, i noticed</span></p><blockquote><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span></blockquote><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;">you are not that happy after all =====</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"><strong>just like me</strong></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">hope you can share more and voice it out </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">it feel better, really </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc66;">Thanks~~</span></p></blockquote></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc66;"></span></div></blockquote></div></blockquote></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-2328891870942542882009-06-09T08:53:00.000-07:002009-06-09T09:07:19.181-07:00i'm tangible with shadow<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Listening to the music of Yiruma<br />Holding the b00k of Professional Accountant<br />I think my mind was more towards the music<br />Forgive me for that </span></div><blockquote><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></blockquote><div align="center"><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I want to express something<br />But you know<br />sometimes it just dont have the words to describe<br />but it tempted me to write something here </span></div><blockquote><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></blockquote><div align="center"><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Mild hatred, dissactisfactory...<br />I want to complaint too...<br />Why it must be that way??<br />I rather not be there<br />I would not treat people this way!<br />I swear to my heart, coz i never like that feeling<br />It would be awkward to let that happen..( for me)<br /></span></div><blockquote><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></blockquote><div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Trying not to feel bad about it<br />but its just way too awkward..<br />But at last, i'm just okay with it<br />coz i'm so ... ...<br />so ... ... ... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">not strong enough! </span></div><blockquote><strong><blockquote><strong><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span></strong></blockquote><blockquote><strong><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span></strong></blockquote><p align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccccff;">i'm tangible okay....</span></strong></p></blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-88347327011069183552009-06-05T03:35:00.000-07:002009-06-05T03:45:31.005-07:00Lend me a hand, if you are kind enough...<div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I'm going through risky path</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">which i doubt my success rate </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I'm helpless towards myself</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I burying myself beneath the ground,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i try to stand on the mudding path</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but i cant help it</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i <span style="font-size:180%;">drowning</span> myself </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I have no urge to carry myself </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i want to cry...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Today, my presentation just on the easy topic </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">of Portal...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I cant...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I cant explain...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">eventhough i knew it..</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Pull me out..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Pull me..</span></div></blockquote></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-25017044470058214672009-06-03T23:41:00.000-07:002009-06-03T23:59:00.773-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">想要的幻想</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">可能是个错觉</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">但我希望</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">是我的快乐目标之一</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">Let life goes its way</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">i wouldnt want to trap my life inside me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">eventhough how bad i feel</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">Care</span></strong> </span>would sometimes be <span style="color:#ff6666;">S</span><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">care</span> </span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">I dont want to sail through the same old river</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">in which, maybe to deep </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">which i think i shouldn't even think of </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">knowing the bottom of it</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">让生活慢慢地在原地寻找</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">它认为它应该觉得舒服的那一点</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">想太周到</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">也许太不知量力</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">That why,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">i think life will be happier</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">after what i have notice</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">Happy that i finally knew </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ffff;">the nature of life</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-38084480708992122892009-05-20T20:28:00.000-07:002009-05-20T20:34:07.877-07:00Bottled up would have been Better<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666600;">HOw many times i told myself</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">How many times i Fall</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">I still made believe that its over</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#66ff99;">I shouldn't have...</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666600;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#330099;"></span></strong> </div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-37646377209954967662009-04-22T05:14:00.000-07:002009-04-22T05:40:05.976-07:001St time wasn't that bad after all<div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Today,22 Apr 2009...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">The day i took my resit paper</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">ABMF4145 Financial Management</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I felt not bad after all...hehe</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">This is how it works....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Resiting a failed paper is just another try for us to strive better</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it even allow us to get to know the root of this thingy</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Time is the utmost thing here...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">It allows us to do this...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and you know what</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">THIS IS WHAT THE REMEDIAL OF ALL!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Study is just TIME!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and, since a week before my exam, my parents went outstation...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">as usual, i was glue to the desktop from time time</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so ....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i did not able to read my study text!!!!</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">OMG!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dO YOU believe what i just said?!?!</span></div></blockquote></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Hmmm.... Hell NO!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Pressure is on me, man~~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">How could i do that right???</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I <span style="font-size:130%;">did </span><span style="font-size:100%;">read my study text according to my plan</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">at the same time, i'm having fun with gaming!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Let me thank the new game in Facebook for it's contribution</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">"RESTAURANT CITY"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Wuahahaha...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Its addictive!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">And i have to monitored it from time to time..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">So can you imagine?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I make my eyes read the study text </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and the another second my eyes was so glue to the game,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and I had to forced myself back to the book</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But i found it was indeed collaborating!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i indeed had an enjoyable stuydying</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but had a mental torture on gaming...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">(as i said i need to force myself to get back to study:P)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">So it's all about:</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">Facebook vs. Face-ING book</span></div></blockquote></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-17085444990114918462009-04-01T19:39:00.000-07:002009-04-01T19:58:45.480-07:00miSSING my W0rKIng L!fe<div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">This is my 2nd day staying at home </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">after resigning from work(practical training)<br />And still i still misses my working life </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">where i have to wake up at 5.20a.m<br />and then stand at the front of the train, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">experiencing the view and the railway path<br />Woot! it's so ghost movie's ride </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">when the train travels through underground..<br />Each time, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">i try to remember the sequence of the stations...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">(hehe.. just being bored)<br />And each time, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">my ears are occupied for my musics and tunes!<br /></div></span><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"></span></p></blockquote><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;color:#00cccc;">"Thinking back there in the train one morning<br />While i was standing next to the d00r,<br />Smells of a refreshing chewing gum** "<br /></div></span><blockquote></blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">i dont even know how it look like...<br />coz i dont dare to look up!<br />Well.. its my own fault!>,< </span></div><span style="color:#009900;"><blockquote><span style="color:#009900;"></span></blockquote><div align="center">Hmmm.. no more for now! </div><div align="center">Study text and notes is my accompany! </div><div align="center">and i just cant stop touching the computer! </div><div align="center">Anyone?! Hit ME! </div><div align="center">OUCHHH..mental disturbance </div><div align="center">Telling myself to get started to study! </div><div align="center">Yes.. yes.. yessss... i'm g0in to... hmmmm~~~~ </div><div align="center">okaY! </div><div align="center">I'm g0in off now!! </div><div align="center">buhBye...</span></div><blockquote><p align="center"><br /></p></blockquote>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-7542737641648313702009-04-01T06:20:00.000-07:002009-04-01T06:36:10.764-07:00Those were the days...<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">Sad things & moments</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">where my results released</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">I failed one paper..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">Really <span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ff99;">heart breaking</span>!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">but those were the days..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">i took some time to accept the fact</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">even have the ‘冲动’to appeal for it..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">So, let it be...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">things will be fine..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">It just i have to face it...</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#cc6600;"></span></blockquote></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">Haizzz</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">Still envying those who still can continue working</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">Learn things... and social-ing</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">that's nice </span><blockquote></blockquote><span style="color:#cc6600;">My collegues and my manager treat me on my last day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">we went for claypot chicken rice..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">so YUMMY!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">my last day just so无聊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">nothing to do... just clearing queries and</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">tearing paper!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">that is for the audit schedule purposes...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">so so bored!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;">but.. i will remember their teaching... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff00;">thanks a lot seniors and my manager!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc6600;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><p><span style="color:#cc6600;">Thses coming 2 weeks, i have to study for my resit papaer already</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc6600;">Try my best to get the better grade !!</span></p><p><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"><strong>Gambateh!! </strong></span></p><p></p><blockquote></blockquote></blockquote></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><blockquote></blockquote></div><div align="center"></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-78268645460612272072009-03-07T05:46:00.000-08:002009-03-07T06:38:30.987-08:00Long last--- my practical training<div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">HuHu~~~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Coming monday is a holiday!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so glad that there is a holiday for me though...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I'm tired out of working..</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I have been working for a month already, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and now i'm adapting pretty well </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">on what is needed to do,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">what procedures to follow and so on...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">The task wasn't that tough, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it just i can feel <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;">'pressure'</span> is there.</span> <blockquote></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">People...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">each people is just so unique </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i just can't understand them all.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">And so, i just miss my friends back there in college.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote>bY the way, practical training can be said useful,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">a beginning is essential for us to moves forward.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">There must be a kickstart before we climb.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">From what i get within a month is that,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I experienced pReSSure, c0mmuniCiati0n, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Aud!t!ng, and realized <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">ReSt</span> is essential for working people.</span></div><blockquote></blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">At times, i'm really very tired.. and luckily i get myself a sit in the train each morning</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so that i g0t to have a nap along the way!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">0therwise, i will choose to stand at times coz its just so so boring sitting there.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">at least i can opt to observe people><> <blockquote></blockquote><div align="center">While at office, especially after lunch hour,</div><div align="center">my eyes g0es booboo, and of coz i wanted to have music in my ears!</div><div align="center">but i afraid i can't! or maybe not allowed to...</div><div align="center">But anyway, i tried ><> <div align="center">No more sleepy after that@@</div><div align="center">my brain refresh once again... </div><div align="center">The P0wer of Music and Lyrics and Tunes</div><div align="center">Laaa... Laaa... Laaa~~~~</div><div align="center">Humming while working...</div><div align="center">I wonder ~~~</div><div align="center">How can i live without my mp4</div><div align="center">Awh~~~~ no i cant!!</span></div><blockquote></blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Working life VS College life</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">What is difference here is...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">Exams</span> VS <span style="color:#ff6666;">bOsses</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">(this is what my opinion la...)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">When we were studying, we focus on our syllabus</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">worrying on our examinations and <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">RESULT</span>!</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><span style="font-size:100%;">When we were working, we are assigned to our own job </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and that is where we learn.. by ourself, and by taking initiative to ASK...</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">In whatever we do, it involves</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#6600cc;">ART OF LEARNING</span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">,</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">That's what all about in life!!</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#ff99ff;">W000000000000hhh~~~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Terribly w0rried and scared!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">My result is releasing in 2 days time..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i'm totally hope for passes...pray hard!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hope i can sail through!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Will i???</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">So, i'm g0in to enj0y before ....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">anything... that not so... my preference ><</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">urghhhhh.. hate to mention.. but g0t to mention..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">There's no escaping!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">G luck to all my frens and mates too^^</span></div><p align="center"></p><p></p><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div></div></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-22963096124332514862009-02-06T02:57:00.000-08:002009-02-06T03:14:31.562-08:00Chiang -chiang -chiang<div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">Chiang- chiang- chiang</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">bad days please make your way!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">I wanna make a brand new starting for this year!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">My blog page been frozen for some times now,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">and it's gonna be longer...</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#00cccc;">I'm gonna start work(practical training) on next tuesday :X</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">hope everything turn out pretty well.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">So, it will be hard for me to be present here..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">and only if i have the time though... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">and my energy allows me... :p</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></blockquote><span style="color:#00cccc;">Well, it seems really long time i didnt touch my blog..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">Please accept my explanation for this,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">first</span> of all, i'm totally sad..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><span style="color:#9999ff;">Secondly</span>, REALLY busy preparing for my exams in Jan towards Feb</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">and <span style="color:#ffccff;">finally</span>, CNY preparations!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">& all the stuff that keep on bothering me until now..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">where i'm a little free that i can say.. hehe</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">but going to be quite busy soon...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><blockquote><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span></blockquote>Think bout my horrfying exam,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">just a few words i can describe</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff9900;"><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Uncertain</span>, <span style="color:#3333ff;">Worrying</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">I'm totally hope for the best for it</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc99;">god god god</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc99;">please do help me this time</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">~~~PASS PASS PASS~~~ </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">is that all i wanted!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">although chances were not high,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#00cccc;">hope 'FAIL' is not the word i will see in my result!</span></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-65734455216696770172008-12-17T05:55:00.000-08:002008-12-17T06:59:13.462-08:00The invisible puts on the plaster for others<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">" <strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Hello?</span><span style="color:#ffcc33;"> </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#000099;">Hello??</span> </strong><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffffcc;"><span style="color:#ccffff;"><strong>Hello???</strong></span> </span>"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">--no one answers me...--</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Plasters puts on, on them...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">it could be temporary</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but i tried my best</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">really...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I never though i could do it</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">really...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Sudden occurence</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I appear</span></div><div align="center">Juz a second or two</div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#99ff99;">*tink*</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Then my appearance fade away</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but i never notice myself</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;"><strong>my calling never be answered</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;"><strong>my question never be solved</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663366;"><strong>leave me in blank</strong></span> </span><blockquote></blockquote></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#99ffff;">sorrow</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#99ffff;">sorrow</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#99ffff;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">sorrow</span> <blockquote></blockquote></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I thought it has change</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but it has never changed again.</span></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#009900;">---S!mpl!c!ty---</span></blockquote></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">it has changed and never changed again</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">For now....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">whether...</span></div><ul><li><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">smile puts on</span></div></li><li><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">or worries within me</span></div></li><li><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">or anything else..</span></div></li></ul><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">never will be noticed</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;">SHOULD I BE PROUD OF HIDING IT?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;">"ASK MYSELF"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;">AND DUNNO WHY...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;">THIS IS ME..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4463165883929337812.post-64722408583377405052008-12-14T17:33:00.000-08:002008-12-14T17:51:24.057-08:00Twilight<p align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/SUW16s1ITQI/AAAAAAAAAO0/WGtDraee0uA/s1600-h/eclipse_cover.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5279826158232816898" style="WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 278px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/SUW16s1ITQI/AAAAAAAAAO0/WGtDraee0uA/s320/eclipse_cover.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#6666cc;">This was the 1st book</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">I was totally stupid that i didnt pick up the book to read.</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Hmmm... i should have done so....</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Yesterday, i went for the movie..</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">I love it so much!!! XD</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">It was an extraordinary love story </span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">I fell for it....</span></p><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/SUW16en2AxI/AAAAAAAAAOk/LmoFZAoWwYs/s1600-h/twilightposter.jpg"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5279826154418995986" style="WIDTH: 264px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 394px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pdAjZwyli44/SUW16en2AxI/AAAAAAAAAOk/LmoFZAoWwYs/s320/twilightposter.jpg" border="0" /></span></a></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">Edward Cullen</span>, he's cool in whatever way he does</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">Bella</span>, hmmm.... a one of a kind girl. </span></div><p><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span> </p><span style="color:#6666cc;"><blockquote><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></blockquote><p align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc33;">"I WILL DEFINITELY READ THE 2ND BOOK!!!"</span></p><div align="center"><br /><br /></div></span><span style="color:#6666cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span>Pamelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712229176169000683noreply@blogger.com0