cause and effect within me

Way of handling it

have been gettin up my nerves

this is the cause and effect within me

feeling agitated

cant get the way i wanted

and still

i cant really fight for it

sometimes i cant stand it

but i must learn to bear with it

i didnt care much last time

but i realize and eventually felt it

-so proud-

-try to tell me something-

but i dont want to KNOW!!!

because i dont feel at ease

where i dont have the chance

to reveil the truth

i ask

but know nothing

FELT LEFTOUT