在此，很无助。
以前以为自己很渺小的时候确是值得潇洒的一面。
然而，此刻，希望着，或许是可望着，
自己是潇洒的一个，很可悲的却是渺小的。


以为可以抬头，携带着自尊心，
信心的心态去面对充满挑战性的现实，却被潇洒的一族霸占了。
只好眼睁睁地，甚至充满羡慕与渴望地仰慕他人。


一心一意希望自己可以摆脱有心无力的状态，
踏近那潇洒的一族。

愿我早日找到合适的工作吧！

The day before P4 examination!

~~~~~~~ohh ohh ohh!!!~~~~~~~~

i'm super duper tripled scared nervous and worried on how am i going through
the 3 hours and 15mins reading time in the college hall tomorrow, with just my brain and my heart doing the signalling to my hands, and my eyes, fingers in order to produce a or probably few books of answers  to the question that my eyes sees and my brain analyses..


I 'm stressed out!!! What if , what if... ...


ergh!!! I gotta go back to my exam kits for more preparation!