I couldn't believe

This is what he thinks

deep down in my heart
i couldn't believe..

----speechless----

It stranded every veins and vessels that i have

blood pressure rise

that almost numb my mind

that is when my self consciousness

begin to numb

which make me a total dumb

"I wanna know"

what makes the sense out of his mind

that can make such statemant

such statement which is totally wrong

VERY WRONG!!!

I can't imagine now

as my mind is numb

i just can feel

the transition moving round

internally

words through my ears

it pierce through my heart

then my body

then my brain

then my eyes

Tears begin to fall

*subconsciously*

and my voicebox begin to crack

from being frozen

What is going on???

I wanna know!!!

i just being helpful

trying to hide the secret

of what she have done

that she told me to

Now,

i'm getting it

being blame for not concerning

Am i in the wrong???