Things gone beyond control

All i have to do here

is to be silent

Silent does helped
In the silent

i hear myself

only myself

where there is nothing
surrounding me

...its empty

I need someone

to share

but

... ... ...
... ... ...

there is no one

i realize that i'm alone

Wanna pleased everyone??
Do i have the ability to do so??

the answer is NO

" I can't "

I have my limits

i have tried to pleased people around me

i cant even satisfy myself

I'm so stress

-very instead-
till i refuse to imagine

what will come in the future

I hate this

I really do!!!

If i'm not appreciated

that's fine

i'm not a pro...

i'm not perfect