Lend me a hand, if you are kind enough...

I'm going through risky path

which i doubt my success rate

I'm helpless towards myself

I burying myself beneath the ground,

i try to stand on the mudding path

but i cant help it

i drowning myself

I have no urge to carry myself

i want to cry...

Today, my presentation just on the easy topic

of Portal...

I cant...

I cant explain...

eventhough i knew it..

Pull me out..

Pull me..

想要的幻想

可能是个错觉

但我希望

是我的快乐目标之一

Let life goes its way

i wouldnt want to trap my life inside me

eventhough how bad i feel

Care would sometimes be Scare

I dont want to sail through the same old river

in which, maybe to deep

which i think i shouldn't even think of

knowing the bottom of it

让生活慢慢地在原地寻找

它认为它应该觉得舒服的那一点

想太周到

也许太不知量力

That why,

i think life will be happier

after what i have notice

Happy that i finally knew

the nature of life

Bottled up would have been Better

HOw many times i told myself

How many times i Fall

I still made believe that its over

I shouldn't have...

1St time wasn't that bad after all

Today,22 Apr 2009...

The day i took my resit paper

ABMF4145 Financial Management

I felt not bad after all...hehe

This is how it works....

Resiting a failed paper is just another try for us to strive better

it even allow us to get to know the root of this thingy

Time is the utmost thing here...

It allows us to do this...

and you know what

THIS IS WHAT THE REMEDIAL OF ALL!!!

Study is just TIME!!!

and, since a week before my exam, my parents went outstation...

as usual, i was glue to the desktop from time time

so ....

i did not able to read my study text!!!!

OMG!!!

dO YOU believe what i just said?!?!

Hmmm.... Hell NO!!!

Pressure is on me, man~~

How could i do that right???

I did read my study text according to my plan

at the same time, i'm having fun with gaming!!

Let me thank the new game in Facebook for it's contribution

"RESTAURANT CITY"

Wuahahaha...

Its addictive!!!

And i have to monitored it from time to time..

So can you imagine?

I make my eyes read the study text

and the another second my eyes was so glue to the game,

and I had to forced myself back to the book

But i found it was indeed collaborating!

i indeed had an enjoyable stuydying

but had a mental torture on gaming...

(as i said i need to force myself to get back to study:P)

So it's all about:

Facebook vs. Face-ING book

miSSING my W0rKIng L!fe

This is my 2nd day staying at home

after resigning from work(practical training)
And still i still misses my working life

where i have to wake up at 5.20a.m
and then stand at the front of the train,

experiencing the view and the railway path
Woot! it's so ghost movie's ride

when the train travels through underground..
Each time,

i try to remember the sequence of the stations...

(hehe.. just being bored)
And each time,

my ears are occupied for my musics and tunes!

"Thinking back there in the train one morning
While i was standing next to the d00r,
Smells of a refreshing chewing gum** "

i dont even know how it look like...
coz i dont dare to look up!
Well.. its my own fault!>,<

Hmmm.. no more for now!

Study text and notes is my accompany!

and i just cant stop touching the computer!

Anyone?! Hit ME!

OUCHHH..mental disturbance

Telling myself to get started to study!

Yes.. yes.. yessss... i'm g0in to... hmmmm~~~~

okaY!

I'm g0in off now!!

buhBye...

Those were the days...

Sad things & moments

where my results released

I failed one paper..

Really heart breaking!

but those were the days..

i took some time to accept the fact

even have the ‘冲动’to appeal for it..

So, let it be...

things will be fine..

It just i have to face it...

Haizzz

Still envying those who still can continue working

Learn things... and social-ing

that's nice

My collegues and my manager treat me on my last day

we went for claypot chicken rice..

so YUMMY!

my last day just so无聊

nothing to do... just clearing queries and

tearing paper!

that is for the audit schedule purposes...

so so bored!

but.. i will remember their teaching...

thanks a lot seniors and my manager!

Thses coming 2 weeks, i have to study for my resit papaer already

Try my best to get the better grade !!

Gambateh!!

Long last--- my practical training

HuHu~~~

Coming monday is a holiday!!!

so glad that there is a holiday for me though...

I'm tired out of working..

I have been working for a month already,

and now i'm adapting pretty well

on what is needed to do,

what procedures to follow and so on...

The task wasn't that tough,

it just i can feel 'pressure' is there.

People...

each people is just so unique

i just can't understand them all.

And so, i just miss my friends back there in college.

bY the way, practical training can be said useful,

a beginning is essential for us to moves forward.

There must be a kickstart before we climb.

From what i get within a month is that,

I experienced pReSSure, c0mmuniCiati0n,

Aud!t!ng, and realized ReSt is essential for working people.

At times, i'm really very tired.. and luckily i get myself a sit in the train each morning

so that i g0t to have a nap along the way!

0therwise, i will choose to stand at times coz its just so so boring sitting there..

at least i can opt to observe people><>

While at office, especially after lunch hour,

my eyes g0es booboo, and of coz i wanted to have music in my ears!

but i afraid i can't! or maybe not allowed to...

But anyway, i tried ><>

No more sleepy after that@@

my brain refresh once again...

The P0wer of Music and Lyrics and Tunes

Laaa... Laaa... Laaa~~~~

Humming while working...

I wonder ~~~

How can i live without my mp4

Awh~~~~ no i cant!!

Working life VS College life

What is difference here is...

Exams VS bOsses

(this is what my opinion la...)

When we were studying, we focus on our syllabus

worrying on our examinations and RESULT!

When we were working, we are assigned to our own job

and that is where we learn.. by ourself, and by taking initiative to ASK...

In whatever we do, it involves

ART OF LEARNING,

That's what all about in life!!

W000000000000hhh~~~

Terribly w0rried and scared!!!

My result is releasing in 2 days time..

i'm totally hope for passes...pray hard!

hope i can sail through!

Will i???

So, i'm g0in to enj0y before ....

anything... that not so... my preference ><

urghhhhh.. hate to mention.. but g0t to mention..

There's no escaping!!

G luck to all my frens and mates too^^