Long last--- my practical training

HuHu~~~

Coming monday is a holiday!!!

so glad that there is a holiday for me though...

I'm tired out of working..

I have been working for a month already,

and now i'm adapting pretty well

on what is needed to do,

what procedures to follow and so on...

The task wasn't that tough,

it just i can feel 'pressure' is there.

People...

each people is just so unique

i just can't understand them all.

And so, i just miss my friends back there in college.

bY the way, practical training can be said useful,

a beginning is essential for us to moves forward.

There must be a kickstart before we climb.

From what i get within a month is that,

I experienced pReSSure, c0mmuniCiati0n,

Aud!t!ng, and realized ReSt is essential for working people.

At times, i'm really very tired.. and luckily i get myself a sit in the train each morning

so that i g0t to have a nap along the way!

0therwise, i will choose to stand at times coz its just so so boring sitting there..

at least i can opt to observe people><>

While at office, especially after lunch hour,

my eyes g0es booboo, and of coz i wanted to have music in my ears!

but i afraid i can't! or maybe not allowed to...

But anyway, i tried ><>

No more sleepy after that@@

my brain refresh once again...

The P0wer of Music and Lyrics and Tunes

Laaa... Laaa... Laaa~~~~

Humming while working...

I wonder ~~~

How can i live without my mp4

Awh~~~~ no i cant!!

Working life VS College life

What is difference here is...

Exams VS bOsses

(this is what my opinion la...)

When we were studying, we focus on our syllabus

worrying on our examinations and RESULT!

When we were working, we are assigned to our own job

and that is where we learn.. by ourself, and by taking initiative to ASK...

In whatever we do, it involves

ART OF LEARNING,

That's what all about in life!!

W000000000000hhh~~~

Terribly w0rried and scared!!!

My result is releasing in 2 days time..

i'm totally hope for passes...pray hard!

hope i can sail through!

Will i???

So, i'm g0in to enj0y before ....

anything... that not so... my preference ><

urghhhhh.. hate to mention.. but g0t to mention..

There's no escaping!!

G luck to all my frens and mates too^^

Chiang -chiang -chiang

Chiang- chiang- chiang

bad days please make your way!!!

I wanna make a brand new starting for this year!!

My blog page been frozen for some times now,

and it's gonna be longer...

I'm gonna start work(practical training) on next tuesday :X

hope everything turn out pretty well.

So, it will be hard for me to be present here..

and only if i have the time though...

and my energy allows me... :p

Well, it seems really long time i didnt touch my blog..

Please accept my explanation for this,

first of all, i'm totally sad..

Secondly, REALLY busy preparing for my exams in Jan towards Feb

and finally, CNY preparations!!

& all the stuff that keep on bothering me until now..

where i'm a little free that i can say.. hehe

but going to be quite busy soon...

Think bout my horrfying exam,

just a few words i can describe

Uncertain, Worrying

I'm totally hope for the best for it

god god god

please do help me this time

~~~PASS PASS PASS~~~

is that all i wanted!!!

although chances were not high,

hope 'FAIL' is not the word i will see in my result!

The invisible puts on the plaster for others

" Hello? Hello?? Hello??? "

--no one answers me...--

Plasters puts on, on them...

it could be temporary

but i tried my best

really...

I never though i could do it

really...

Sudden occurence

I appear

Juz a second or two

*tink*

Then my appearance fade away

but i never notice myself

my calling never be answered

my question never be solved

leave me in blank

sorrow

sorrow

sorrow

I thought it has change

but it has never changed again.

---S!mpl!c!ty---

it has changed and never changed again

For now....

whether...

• smile puts on
• or worries within me
• or anything else..

never will be noticed

SHOULD I BE PROUD OF HIDING IT?

"ASK MYSELF"

AND DUNNO WHY...

THIS IS ME..

Twilight

This was the 1st book

I was totally stupid that i didnt pick up the book to read.

Hmmm... i should have done so....

Yesterday, i went for the movie..

I love it so much!!! XD

It was an extraordinary love story

I fell for it....

Edward Cullen, he's cool in whatever way he does

Bella, hmmm.... a one of a kind girl.

"I WILL DEFINITELY READ THE 2ND BOOK!!!"

D0wn to the MaXX :SX

Recently, busy with assignment

Then, assignment again this week

And again,

I'm not getting any better

I;m not... ...

I'm d0wn to MaxXx!!!

I'm bored say!ng th!S!!!

no matter what... ...

i just cant get through all this

I think i getting myself dread to college

everytime...

There is nothing...

Nothing... ...

"i Felt boRed"

No eXcitement

NO togetherness

When i'm located at the wrong side of the Universe again

Everything c0ming back again

I need to change

change back to the universe that belongs to me

where i SHOULD be alone

--or pls advise me where do i belong--

maybe it will make me live better

with the intention to build friendships again

Everyone is moving on

I'm happy for them

To have the courage to get what they wanted

but i'm the exception

don't know why...

just felt it, and i knew it

Not just not getting what i wanted

but not knowing what i wanted

It just seems like i'm doing every bits

without my loves and interest towards it

Although it might be said is useful

or probably good prospect etc etc

But still.... it doesn't perks me up!

Always me who stands at the minority path

even the test taken... it PROVED!

I need an ASIMO!!

i need it... no matter he /she

I want to burst whatever to it

i wonder could it respond to me?

ohh

i wonder~~

at least i have someone to talk to when i lonely

treat me fairly, do things for me

(ohh..whatever>.)

and leave others to move on on their way

while i go my way

and that suited me i think

If Only & Only if i owned one

Backup F**** Anyone??

I dont want to be... ...

I dont want care more than that

'Seeking for one when lonesome falls upon

Forgetting one when newbies comes around'

Silence was chosen when this was happening

The silence was buried and remain unveil... ...

When everything being suited

The seeking comes back and feeling neglected

Without considering the root,

Conclusion was made and thinking oneself as a victim

This has revoke the silence within

but still... it remain SILENT

Through thin air, it trigger the senses.

As said:

I DONT WANT TO BE... ...

I DONT WANT TO CARE MORE THAN THAT

Let it be...

Let them think what they think

Where the THINK that console them as a victim

I dont want to be... ...

I dont want to care more than that

Strange and weird

Being the minority

Again ... Silence was chosen

It shouldnt be that way

I wonder

----Was i???----

-------Why would they???-----

----Should i???----

No longer predictable

These question will never be answered

Day by day,

Zero is what i owned

but the 'uncountable' ... is what i get

OR MAY I BE WRONG?